Faggot

My life is a mess.

SO much shit and horror and crap has rained in on me these past couple of months. and what breaks my heart even further is that I know that its me that has caused most of it to happen.

Felix kicked his snazzy little adidas pumps through my heart by a) refusing not to talk to me and b) sleeping with some swedish slut while i was back in auckland.

Faggot.

And then he proceeds to stick his perfect little tongue down not only the throat of Nicole, but also that of Sarah right in front of me.

FAGGOT.


I then botch up my university career futher by flunking the majority of my papers. But hey, what the fuck. Its not like anyone would want to EMPLOY me anyway.

And they I have the mother of all fights with Ollie (also known as The Faggot - it gets confusing) which basically results in all the boys downstairs hating my guts. But Oh that fight didnt happen until AFTER i got hideously drunk whilst witnessing Felixs little escapades and woke up the next morning in Jesses bed. Oh dear. Whoops.

From then on my life continues on this horrid bender what with the likes of Hollie and Alice getting sick of me and my new blonde! hair resembling straw. dead straw.

And so now I find myself back up in Auckland, bored beyond belief and without the job I assumed was as good as mine.

Faggot.